Introspections

April 18, 2007 @ 7:19 am | Filed under: The Writing Life

When I started this blog, the intention was to give tiny glimpses into a writer’s mind. Not necessarily a writer’s life. ‘Cause let’s face it. The writing life - most days - isn’t that grand! Instead, it’s a lonely road, one you want to detour from often, just so you can *see* folks again. Feel connected to the real world.

That’s on most days.

But then - quite unexepectedly - comes that morning when you wake up, your blood pumping just a bit quicker, your heart fluttering with excitement, nerves calm, fingers itching for the keyboard, your soul full to overflowing.

Fresh annointing.

A renewed one-on-one connection with God. The assurance that you’re on the exact path He has laid for you. The certainty that the stories on your heart - the ones that won’t leave you alone at night, even hours after you’ve logged off the computer - are the ones you’re meant to write.

You, and you alone.

Those mornings, those days - as rare as they sometimes seem - are worth everything.

Worth every hour I spend staring at the blank page, certain I’ll never come up with another intelligent, inspired sentence again. Let alone a whole book of them.

Worth every hour I shut myself into my office space, refusing to free myself from my self-imposed prison until I achieve my daily word count.

Worth every rejection I receive from well-meaning publishers, who love my writing (okay) but "don’t see your stories fitting the direction we plan to go at this point."

It’s all worth it. And the reason for it seems so simple on those rare mornings.

I’ve found favor with my Maker. I’m doing the very thing He’s asked of me. I’m writing, and I’m writing the stories, the characters, the events He lays on my heart, imbeds in my conscience, and pierces through my soul.

I’m content in obedience.

Thank you, Lord, for this call to write. Thank you for the privilege of having days free to pursue this calling. Thank you for trusting me - ME - to tell stories that, in faith, will one day minister to specific needs in the lives of people I’ve never met.

I love being a writer.

Today.

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  1. Rochelle says:

    You amaze me with your talent. And you ARE annointed. The words from your novels drip with ministry. I suppose a hidden blessing of the “not so inspired times” may be the true appreciation of the “truly inspired times.” YOU inspire ME with your words and I love ya!

  2. Carey says:

    It is a wonderful thing to feel refreshed in God’s love for us. I pray that you feel this way everyday. To always feel the love God has for you, and to know His direction for your life. I also thank God for calling you to write. I enjoy your writings.

    How is your word count coming along? Have you heard back from the people you sent your manuscript into?

  3. Staci says:

    Thanks, Rochelle & Carey, for your encouragement but - most importantly - your friendship! And Carey - yes, I have heard back from my publisher and they would like to see a fall release date for Finding Faith. (!) So as soon as my classes end in three more weeks I’ll be taking some time off to just write, and ONLY that until the book is complete and revised. I can’t wait for you to read it!

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